Saturday, October 11, 2008
Yknw, sometimes I just wish I could close my eyes and hopefully I'll just disappear.
Or make things go away.
Sigh, it's times like this where I wished I'll just not bother and care anymore.
But come to think of it, that's running away & it's so cowardly.
What Bryan said ystd hit me.
'Life is what YOU make out of it. YOU write your own life, your OWN story. Don't allow people to put you down, just because you take a different path doesn't mean anything less. At the end of the day, you're still doing the same thing'
I really dknw. I just feel really screwed and I am actually really really afraid of the future but at the same time, I really don't know what I'm doing at this point in time.
I feel lost. I think, only You can help me other than myself. Only You, but look how much I've drifted away from You. Afraid, Oh Lord. I don't know what I'm doing w my life. I need to think about it. I need to wake up. I need to start doing something. ARGHhhhh.
andicannotstandthesightofyou.seriously.ok ignore that. that part's random
today's just...... not a very good day
:(
♥ 9:49 PM